Sunday, May 31, 2009
After sleeping for 13 hours the previous night, i still feel tired and restless. I want to just lay on my bed and do nothing - simply hugging fatpat and staring into space.
5 more weeks to my one week break and 11 more weeks to the end of my studies at UNLV.
I don't feel any hint of excitement or sadness that my studies are coming to an end. Rather, I'm feeling moodless now. All i can think of is a long and restful break.
I NEED A VACATION!
TAKE ME AWAY!
带我走!
On a sidenote, I love Yiruma! What an amazing Korean pianist! And i especially love this piece by him. =) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1p_ebSseEq8
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
Playgrounds are so much fun - yes, even up to this age, I strongly believe playing at the playground is a great stress-reliever! :D How I miss those carefree days.
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
I've never felt more ready to...
Come what may! :D
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Monday, May 18, 2009
Dying...but am still holding on.
I'm amazed at my tenacity level.
I seriously can't wait to be freed of all this shit.
I fervently pray liberation will arrive sooner than expected.
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
There's this huge stone in my heart, of which i'm not able to put it down.
I'm
still bothered. I don't know why, but it's haunting me everyday and night.
I'm tired, confused and seriously need to stop thinking too much. It's such a waste of time and brain power.
Iris, get a damn life.
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
SAYANG HAS LANDED. I'M SUPER THRILLED. :D
We'll reunite in love very, very soon.
I want to embrace her, and never let her go. (Right. My wishful thinking)
Anyhows, despite all the tiredness, I feel as if i can do many many cartwheels right now, cos' I'M SUPER ELATED, DELIGHTED, ECSTATIC, OVERJOYED, EUPHORIC, JUBILANT, anymore, anymore? :D
Welcome back Sayang! I look forward to many happy days ahead with you. (:
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Friday, May 15, 2009
I yearn for a break so badly. But i can't afford to take any breaks. I need to continue to charge forward.
More than anything else in the world, I loathe my cramped schedule. But can I do anything about it? Hell no. I have to resign to fate and get used to this hectic uni life.
Seriously, I can't take this stress anymore. I'm so sick of this shit. I need a damn break/holiday - away from here.
3 more months Iris and school will be out forever.
Don't give up. Hang in there. You can. You can. You can.
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true~Somewhere Out There~
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
It's all a façade.
You, me, everyone.
I'm trying my very, very best.
I hope with the return of my 'happiness', everything will be all right, and darkness will turn to light.

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I hate to be embroiled in matters I'm not involved in, let alone hear about them from the different parties. Ignorance is sure bliss. I don't want or wish to know about all these politics. Give me a break, won't you all? I know I'm being selfish here, but I only have a pair of ears to listen. And I want to limit my listening to only those that matter the most to me.
Seriously, can't people get a hang of their emotions?
Anger management courses, yes, that's what they (and perhaps i) need to go for.
Anyhows, i miss the beach A WHOLE LOT. Or should i say, i miss spending some time alone by myself - walking down the beach, feeling the cool breeze, hearing the waves crash upon the beach front and most of all, people-watching. It's really interesting to observe the activities people at the beach are engaged in. And sometimes, i see familiar joggers! (no hunks though...boo)
Time-away from school will be nice too. Truth to be told, i'm actually quite sick of seeing the same faces everyday in school. I WANT AWAY!
3 more days, yes 3 more days, and Sayang will be back. I miss her terribly.
We so need to update each other on our lives for the past 4 and 1/2 months.
Today, i've learned to be more objective, tolerant, and accepting. I also learned that I'm not such a good listener afterall, and I cannot please everyone. I need to work on being less-mean (or less of a hypocrite) to a certain someone though. Heh.
Oh, such random thoughts again. But it feels damn good to be able to pen them all down. I've said my piece. Time to go sew my button! Blah.
Nights all!
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
I want to do nothing - simply nothing at all, and just watch the world go by.
Yea right. In your dreams, Iris!
Get on with work!
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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
2 more days Iris. Hang in there!!!!!!
Many a times, i just want to give up and let go. But i can't. :( Seriously, school work is suffocating me up to my neck. I have never felt such immense pressure before. And it is killing me.
2 more days. YOU CAN IRIS, EVEN IF YOU CAN'T, YOU MUST HANG IN THERE!
Jiayou, jiayou! NI XING DE!!!!
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