Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Pardon me, but perhaps i have too much time on hand to think about everything, hence explains the super emo thoughts previously posted.
Well, it's time i snap back to reality and stop emoing. (Is there even such a word?) I think i've slacked enough for the past few days, so it's time to hit the books and bid goodbye to freedom.
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
I think enough is enough.
It is time i put a stop to this.
But can i bear to do so?
I know part of me is still wavering.
Only time will tell.
Yes, only time will tell.
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Friday, October 24, 2008
I'm trying, trying, and trying.
In the meantime, let me relish this moment for awhile.
I can't say how long i will take, but i do know everything will be alright, if i keep hoping and wishing.
Perhaps these lyrics can describe how i feel right now.
She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
Think I'll get a lover
And fly him out to Spain
I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind
I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of a sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Oh yeah~Boston by Augustana~
If only things were as simple as abcs.
If only i could see things from a simplistic point of view.
Then perhaps i could feel a whole lot better.
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
I've always wondered why some people find it hard to be happy. Isn't the pursuit of happiness lying in your own hands? Isn't it merely a simple matter of letting go all of your troubles and worries, and tell yourself you want to be happy, you must be happy, then you begin to chase after that source of happiness? Soon after, you'll be surrounded by happiness all year round! =)
However, i began to realize this pursuit may not be that simple afterall, for i finally understood why - why is it difficult to be genuinely happy.
It is definitely easier said than done.
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Happy 21st Jh! May you continue to shine in whatever you do! *mwahs mwahs mwahs! :D





Here's a pretty Shining Star i took at Tao's house yesterday. Gorgeous ain't it?

And here's a pic i took while skyping with Sy! Jane (my ex-korean classmate is beside her). I miss her loads! Skype more soon panda! (:

Ok back to readings! I've been slacking so much these few days that it feels like i'm still having my holidays! Wheeeeeeee, but there's school tmr. Blah.
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
"Passion is a positive obsession. Obsession is a negative passion.”
- Paul CarverI think
it's more of an obsession rather than passion. And i need to rid of
it FAST.
nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.nomore.
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Monday, October 20, 2008
I'd finally mastered my courage and accomplished the impossible. I hope i won't regret this decision.The 1st day of FALL II went quite all right, except that one of my professors pronounces his words rather weirdly, like:
"Bard service" - Bad service (for a moment i thought it was butt service! LOL)
"20 persen" - 20 percent
It's amazing how on top of understanding the subject, we have to figure out what he's talking about as well. Indeed, I foresee an interesting semester ahead. =|
Anyways, i just wrote out my timetable and spaced out my time for the next two weeks. From the looks of it, i can only afford to slack for this week and the next. For the remaining weeks, it's mugging in FULL FORCE. *groans
I must say, i can't help but to repeat SF's favourite phrase AGAIN:
"Such is [pathetic] student life."
Boo.
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
My activites for the past one week:
1) Packed my messy table
2) Packed my bursting wardrobe
3) Watched A LOT of tv
4) Jogged
5) Cycled
6) Went for a picnic at the beach
7) Attended two 21st parties
8) Tried to heal my heavy eyebags, but i know all my efforts will go to waste when school commences next week =(
9) Window-shopped =(
10) Recollected my thoughts and reflected on my life
Ok the fun stops here for now. My 1 week hols' are almost over. =/ In my opinion, this week flew by super fast. It's back to books, tests, assignments, projects, and exams for the next 10 weeks. And i'm NOT LOOKING FORWARD to them at all. Looking at the syllabus my professors have posted online, i only have this to say: "I'm going to lead a no-lifer life again, one where i'll be void of play and one where my whole life just revolves around school."
"It can't be that bad?" some would ask. But it is and will be until i graduate next year. Perhaps i'm feeling emo-ish now, hence explains the super pessismistic view of my life for the next 10 weeks.
I hope i can sail through FALL II smoothly and quickly.
God bless me and to those who are struggling with school.
JIAYOU!
JIAYOU!
JIAYOU!
I've tried to search for it,
but it's no where to be found,
or it's simply non-existant.
And i'm really glad,
for i need not fret over it anymore.
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
I woke up this morning wanting to do something i would never have dared to do so previously.
It must have been a spur of the moment, cos' i have second thoughts now...
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
I just came back from cycling! It's so exhausting, and my whole body is aching now. =/ I must be getting old. Booooo.
Meanwhile, here are some pics from yesterday's pig-out by the beach. :D

The scrumptious spread of food!

Sf and Zhennie

The people behind those glorious spread!

US

Zhen dear

Feeling emo by the beach?

We're basking under the evening sky...

Presenting...Ms Sg Universe 2008-infinity (:

Jump, jump, jump!

Moonrise!

Eat moon

Capture moon?

Love em!
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
满园玫瑰 我以爲 找到我那一朵
认真爱了 却狠狠 刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红 难免看错
望着天空 爱是风 活在童话里头
小王子说 有些事 流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱 会一直寂寞
我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我 忍着痛 也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快 请你等等我
擦干眼泪 一个人 漂流在这宇宙
小王子说 爱一定 开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗 在什麽时候
~S.H.E.'s 612 星球~
I didn't sleep well last night. I couldn't get to sleep until about 3am and i woke up at an unearthly hour (to me) of 8.30am! This is so unlike me, especially when it's the hols now. I wonder why, oh why?
Anyways, the weather looks uber good today! May it stay like this until the end of the day. =)
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Happy 21st Shiz! *mwahs! I love you!



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Monday, October 13, 2008
I should start getting used to it.
Afterall it's going to stay in this way for a long, long while.
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Friday, October 10, 2008
IT'S OVER! FALL I IS OVER! IT'S TIME TO PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYY AND I'M SO DELIRIOUS, I THINK I WILL GRIN IN MY SLEEP TONIGHT. =D
And now comes the disappointing part, my hols' last for one week only. =( Yet another short-lived happiness. Owells, at least it's a break. If you were in my shoes, you could never ask for more, really. I'm contented just like that. (:
My mind's in a whirl now.
There are still so many questions in my head that i've yet to find an answer for.
Perhaps there are no answers to them?
Perhaps that's just the way they should be?
Perhaps...
Perhaps...
Perhaps...i should just ask God.
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
I think i'm back to square 1 again.
But nevermind, at least now i know who are the important ones in my life.
(:
"And part of me died, when i let you go..."
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