Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Why am i just so lazy to start on my readings, especially for law? Arghhhh..i guess i'm still in the holiday mood. Blah. Alright, i shall give myself until this weekend to chioooonnnnnggggg for my readings! I MUST READ READ READ, or at the most, imagine that my textbooks are like the super-addictive HP books.
Right.Have you ever felt like you needed to pour out your feelings to someone,
but then you realised that you have no one to do so, except to your pet or stuffed animal?
Have you ever felt like talking to someone about your problems, but hesitate to call that person up, for fears that he/she do not have the time to listen to your woes? Or for fears that your problems will be ridiculed at?Be patient. Stop daydreaming. Stay focused.
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Day 1 was good. Keep up the good work Iris! Push those thoughts away! And i know for certain that it will only get better as the days go by. =) Ok, it's time for readings - law readings. Yarks.
Update at 11.31pm:Oh dear Lord, i just napped for 3 hrs this afternoon and i'm already starting to feel sleepy, AND i have not even touched my law book..cos' I was busy chatting and listening to music. Indeed, it's times like this that made me realise how precious my 1 week holidays was. Bleh.
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Monday, August 25, 2008
It's the end. 1 week flew past just like that. Tomorrow's the start of another HELLISH semester. I'm not trying to sound pessimistic here, but that's the cold, hard truth about studying in ****. Owells, may i survive the next 7 weeks and hopefully i will not complain too much about school. Afterall, that's uni life, and i've got to love every second of it (as much as i don't). 1 year and 1 more month to go before graduation! Hang in there Iris! YOU CAN! :D
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It seems that i can't do anything to make it go away. Or can i? I don't know if it's possible, but what i do know is that it is back to haunt me for good, and is probably here to stay for as long as i decide it will.
Go away, get lost, get out of my mind.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
I WANT TO SHOP SO BADLY, BUT I HAVE NO MOOLAHS. =(
Alright, 1 more day of freedom before my Fall semester commences. It is times like this that i pray for longer breaks, cos' 1 week is DEFINITELY NOT SUFFICIENT TO GET BY. I'm not being greedy here, but 1 week is really too short! And the worst thing is, i really can't do much about it, unless i defer my studies. Drats.
On the brighter side, at least school occupies me so that i don't feel bored easily. What a pathetic way to get busy, pathetic indeed.
I need to find that source of motivation, that goal in life, that drive in me. I don't want to live everyday, having to force myself to be happy.
Snap out of lalaland then Iris! Stop living for the sake of living. Stop studying for the sake of getting a degree. Stop, stop stop...so many stops.
Short-lived happiness.
My heart still beats fast for you.
Can't you see?
Don't you understand?
Can you try to understand at all?
I try, i tried.
But it's obviously not good enough.
Give it up.
It's better left in this way then.
1 more day.
Man, what nonsense am i blabbering about? Bah. Here's an emo song to end off anyways. It's sad yet beautiful.
With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.
You're an angel disguised.
And you're lying real still,
But your heart beat is fast just like mine.
And the movie's long over,
That's three that have passed, one more's fine.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,
But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,
I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.
And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you. Just stay here.
Your whispers are priceless.
Your breathe, it is dear. So please stay near.
Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.
Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.
You're changing me. You're changing me.
You showed me how to live.
So just say. So just say,
That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything~Awake by Secondhand Serenade~
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Friday, August 22, 2008
What's the rush for? There's still so much time left, right? Or maybe there isn't, that's why we are all rushing and rushing...rushing to fulfill whatever we want to accomplish in life.
I want to ______ but i can't.
I try so hard to ______ but i simply can't.
But maybe with much determination and less self-delusion, i will be able to _____.
I have to, even if i can't.
I MUST.
So it's 2 more days, yes, 2 more days before it's officially goodbye.
On another note, I need a getaway, i really do. In fact, i want to embark on a journey of self-discovery, to anywhere, anywhere but here.
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
It's ironic to learn that when you've met the best, the rest just pales in comparison. Maybe then, we shouldn't even compare in the first place? Or how certain can we be that we've really met the best?
Have faith, have faith, have faith. Don't ever lose hope. There will always be that
pot of gold at the rainbow's end. =)
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I like the way how things are right now. I don't wish to change anything at all.A few of my classmates flew over to Vegas this morning to continue their studies over there, in sin city. They're probably still on their way to LV while i'm typing away, and i'm already missing our favourite panda, sy! Thank god i did not send them off at the airport, for i know my tears will not stop flowing. I wish them all the best in a whole new world. Take care and do remember to return soon. All of us here in sg will miss you guys very much! =)
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
Tell me all of your hopes,
All of your dreams,
I want you to take me there (take me there),
Tell me all of your hopes,
I want to take you there (take you there),
Tell me everything,
Every breath,
I want you to know I'll be there (know I'll be there),
There's just one more thing,
One request,
I want you to take me with you,
Take me with you,
I will never let you down,
I will love you now and forever (now and forever),~Take Me with You by Secondhand Serenade~
Today's a lazy Sunday afternoon, am chatting on msn, surfing the net, and listening to good music. It's just my kinda life. (: I wish it would never end though.
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Friday, August 15, 2008
AT LONG LAST. FREEDOM IS ALMOST HERE (still have one day to go, yes school tomorrow, on a saturday! Boooo.) Anyhows, i've waited for
13 weeks for tomorrow to arrive. I've AMAZINGLY survived the arduous 13 weeks! Congrats Iris! *pats back*
Now, it's time to unwind, slack and do whatever i desire for the next 1 week. I'm most definitely going to spend this break to the fullest. =)
Right now, i just want to catch up on my sleep, or better still, hibernate under my comfy covers. =P Tata! Off to lalaland...
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Saturday, August 9, 2008
There's 1 more week left of school to my 1 week hols! Yay Yay Yay! You can pull through this Iris. You can! You can! You can! Jiayou! Jiayou! Jiayou! :D
To Sf and Zhennie, whatever you do, remember that:
"If the Lord brings you to it, he'll bring you THROUGH it."
Have faith, for you both can overcome all obstacles. =)
Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I know that it's true
~"I believe in you" by II Divo~
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Friday, August 1, 2008
I AM ITCHING TO SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
SHOP!
Strum and sing to me the song of the stars.
I know i can never ask for much, for it has already been predestined.
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