Thursday, January 31, 2008
It was never mine to begin with.
Perhaps not in this lifetime at all.
I think i got the hint.
I should not have interfered in your affairs from the start.
I will step back now and pretend that I never wanted it anyway.
Good luck to you.
(:
It was never mine to begin with.
Perhaps not in this lifetime at all.
I think i got the hint.
I should not have interfered in your affairs from the start.
I will step back now and pretend that I never wanted it anyway.
Good luck to you.
(:
♥ ♥ ♥
Saturday, January 19, 2008
1st week down.
5 more weeks to go!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I can't wait!
(:
1st week down.
5 more weeks to go!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I can't wait!
(:
♥ ♥ ♥
Monday, January 14, 2008
Focus, focus, focus Iris!
Bah, i'm so lazy to do my readings!
I need to stay focused! It's for 7 weeks only! (This should be comforting enough, right?)
Sometimes, i think i'm just too hard on myself.
Focus, focus, focus Iris!
Bah, i'm so lazy to do my readings!
I need to stay focused! It's for 7 weeks only! (This should be comforting enough, right?)
Sometimes, i think i'm just too hard on myself.
♥ ♥ ♥
I'm supposed to be having my afternoon nap now, but with the sudden downpour, coupled with the deafening sound of thunder, i just couldn't get to sleep. Furthermore, my stomach was rumbling, despite having lunch at 1.30pm. What a pig i know! So here i am blogging. :) Oh, i also have tons of reading to do, but it looks like i would rather post an entry than to read boring HRM. Ok i shall do that later, and perhaps the contents would make me fall asleep FAST! =D
Anyways, i want to share these pictures of CUTE LAMB SOFTOYS! My oh my! They must be the cutest bunch i've ever seen! One of them even has a pink rose stuck on its ear! Ultimate cuteness! I couldn't stand it that i had to steal the pics from Joanne Peh's blog. HEHEHEHE. Enjoy them nonetheless! Off to do readings now! Wish me luck! :D
♥ ♥ ♥
Sunday, January 13, 2008
It's officially the last day of my holidays today. I know i'm making a huge fuss over it, but i've never felt this dreadful before, to be heading back to school again.
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
Sidetrack a little, i absolutely LOVE this song by Yellowcard! It's titled "Dear Bobbie" and it's currently one of my favourite songs! The songwriter wrote this song for his wife, Bobbie. It's sucha sweet song and its touching lyrics can make one go "awwwwwwwww." Ok, i know i'm a sucker for love songs. :D
When everyday begins,
I'll fall for you again.
When I die then I die loving you.
Loving you, loving you...
You have gray hair now but you're a beautiful women and the years have been good to both of us. We walk slow now, but we still have each other. The glue of love is still bonding us together. Love is what I remember. Do you remember?
Another song with sweet lyrics!
愛來過 by S.H.E
愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼兇
歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 (讓我)幸福過
怎麼能 輕易就放它走
我不想解脫 我只怕錯過
我就是要等你回來 - 愛我
Wish me luck as i take on the unimaginable for the next 7 weeks! =)
It's officially the last day of my holidays today. I know i'm making a huge fuss over it, but i've never felt this dreadful before, to be heading back to school again.
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
I CAN!
Sidetrack a little, i absolutely LOVE this song by Yellowcard! It's titled "Dear Bobbie" and it's currently one of my favourite songs! The songwriter wrote this song for his wife, Bobbie. It's sucha sweet song and its touching lyrics can make one go "awwwwwwwww." Ok, i know i'm a sucker for love songs. :D
When everyday begins,
I'll fall for you again.
When I die then I die loving you.
Loving you, loving you...
You have gray hair now but you're a beautiful women and the years have been good to both of us. We walk slow now, but we still have each other. The glue of love is still bonding us together. Love is what I remember. Do you remember?
Another song with sweet lyrics!
愛來過 by S.H.E
愛來過 來得那麼美 那麼兇
歡呼著 從我生命狠狠輾過
連遺憾 也都不爭氣的 珍惜成笑容
愛來過 讓我完整過 (讓我)幸福過
怎麼能 輕易就放它走
我不想解脫 我只怕錯過
我就是要等你回來 - 愛我
Wish me luck as i take on the unimaginable for the next 7 weeks! =)
♥ ♥ ♥
Friday, January 11, 2008
Having collected my textbooks today, it's a sign that I'VE GOT TO START READING THEM! YES, EVERY PAGE OF THE "WORDS-ONLY-AND-NO-ILLUSTRATIONS" TEXTBOOKS! *SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* Why oh why does the holidays have to end so fast? My next break will be in March, and that's still a long, long way to go. I shall now anticipate for the 1st of March! Please come soon 1st Mar! Please, please, pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee?
Yes, i dread going back to school. The reason(s) can be attributed to the following:
a) Endless readings (imagine reading 2 textbooks within 7 weeks), assignments and tests
b) Deprived sleep
c) Less meet-ups with friends
Doesn't the above sounds bad?
Note to self:
Stop whining Iris! 7 weeks will pass very fast! The subjects will be EXCITING (right. Who am i kidding? With subjects like HRM, OB and Algebra?!?!?! Bah.) and professors will be very kind and lenient.
I will pull through this semester, like i always had! I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! :D
All of a sudden, I lost that special feeling.
It feels wonderful somehow. (:
No, to be accurate,
My heart feels much lighter and i feel more carefree.
The feeling's great! :)
Having collected my textbooks today, it's a sign that I'VE GOT TO START READING THEM! YES, EVERY PAGE OF THE "WORDS-ONLY-AND-NO-ILLUSTRATIONS" TEXTBOOKS! *SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* Why oh why does the holidays have to end so fast? My next break will be in March, and that's still a long, long way to go. I shall now anticipate for the 1st of March! Please come soon 1st Mar! Please, please, pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee?
Yes, i dread going back to school. The reason(s) can be attributed to the following:
a) Endless readings (imagine reading 2 textbooks within 7 weeks), assignments and tests
b) Deprived sleep
c) Less meet-ups with friends
Doesn't the above sounds bad?
Note to self:
Stop whining Iris! 7 weeks will pass very fast! The subjects will be EXCITING (right. Who am i kidding? With subjects like HRM, OB and Algebra?!?!?! Bah.) and professors will be very kind and lenient.
I will pull through this semester, like i always had! I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CAN, I CANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! :D
All of a sudden, I lost that special feeling.
It feels wonderful somehow. (:
No, to be accurate,
My heart feels much lighter and i feel more carefree.
The feeling's great! :)
♥ ♥ ♥
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
I just read an email from my school coordinator. She informed me that there would be new students from the main campus (LV) joining us for the Spring semester. One of them is a girl called Marilyn AND i would have to be her buddy for the 1st 2 weeks! When i read that, i immediately thought, OH HOW PRI SCHOOL-ish! Fancy having my school to adopt a buddy-system. BAH.
Oh well, it's not that i'm not excited or what, as we'll be having an ang moh in the class. I just find it rather childish, that's all. Come on, we're already young adults and we're definitely big enough to take care of ourselves. How about those foreign students in local unis? I don't suppose the unis will be so kind as to assign them 'buddies', who would assist them to fit in with the school environment, right?
Ok, too much of ranting about being a buddy to someone. I wonder WHY was i chosen instead of the other students? =/
I pray that everything will go smoothly and Marilyn is nice! (:
On a random note, i'm feeling rather depressed these few days. I don't know whether it's because school's starting soon (hell for another 7 weeks) or it's because of the gloomy weather. I think it's both. Bleah. This is so unlike me for having to feel this way. As i type this post, i'm also feeling kinda cold - it has to be the rainy weather. Excuse me for my emo moments. =|
I just read an email from my school coordinator. She informed me that there would be new students from the main campus (LV) joining us for the Spring semester. One of them is a girl called Marilyn AND i would have to be her buddy for the 1st 2 weeks! When i read that, i immediately thought, OH HOW PRI SCHOOL-ish! Fancy having my school to adopt a buddy-system. BAH.
Oh well, it's not that i'm not excited or what, as we'll be having an ang moh in the class. I just find it rather childish, that's all. Come on, we're already young adults and we're definitely big enough to take care of ourselves. How about those foreign students in local unis? I don't suppose the unis will be so kind as to assign them 'buddies', who would assist them to fit in with the school environment, right?
Ok, too much of ranting about being a buddy to someone. I wonder WHY was i chosen instead of the other students? =/
I pray that everything will go smoothly and Marilyn is nice! (:
On a random note, i'm feeling rather depressed these few days. I don't know whether it's because school's starting soon (hell for another 7 weeks) or it's because of the gloomy weather. I think it's both. Bleah. This is so unlike me for having to feel this way. As i type this post, i'm also feeling kinda cold - it has to be the rainy weather. Excuse me for my emo moments. =|
♥ ♥ ♥
To cheesecake cafe, to cheesecake cafe, to eat yummy cheesecakes.
Home again, home again, with a belly too huge!
How to NOT get fat with such binging?!?!?! BAH. Now that the holidays are about to end, and a new semester is looming into view, i hope the dreaded assignments can occupy me, so that i would not have the time to satisfy my calories-overloaded cravings!
Meet-up with the MM girls (it's been sucha long time!)
Madness mayhem at Daph's house! Some of the crazy antics we get up to when we're BORED.
And presenting to you...someone's 'lovebite!' Hyak, hyak, hyak. =P
♥ ♥ ♥
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
I'm not a huge Mika fan, but i especially love this song of his! Do check it out!
http://stork1.imeem.com/music/fmuHB-s0/mika_happy_ending/
I've been spending money so incessantly nowdays. It's horrible! Especially on stuff that i don't require! At the rate i'm going, i will become a pauper soon! =/ SOMEONE, STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE pls!
The baking session at GM's turned out quite successful! I had fun! I think i should spend more time with her. :) Ohs, the chilling-out session at daph's crib last evening was nice too. I'm glad she's still the same, old daph i used to know. As usual, i love her in her pjs! Cute stuff! :D
I should be excited that school is starting next week, cos' i finally have something productive to do! But why am i not looking forward to it at all, not even a teeny weeny bit? Iris, it'll be fine, everything will be fine. I NEED TO STOP WORRYING OVER NOTHING! :):):):):)
I think i know where i stand.
As much as i dislike the way that you've been treating me,
I'm not in the right position to say anything or tell you how i feel.
I should be contented already.
I'm not a huge Mika fan, but i especially love this song of his! Do check it out!
http://stork1.imeem.com/music/fmuHB-s0/mika_happy_ending/
I've been spending money so incessantly nowdays. It's horrible! Especially on stuff that i don't require! At the rate i'm going, i will become a pauper soon! =/ SOMEONE, STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE pls!
The baking session at GM's turned out quite successful! I had fun! I think i should spend more time with her. :) Ohs, the chilling-out session at daph's crib last evening was nice too. I'm glad she's still the same, old daph i used to know. As usual, i love her in her pjs! Cute stuff! :D
I should be excited that school is starting next week, cos' i finally have something productive to do! But why am i not looking forward to it at all, not even a teeny weeny bit? Iris, it'll be fine, everything will be fine. I NEED TO STOP WORRYING OVER NOTHING! :):):):):)
I think i know where i stand.
As much as i dislike the way that you've been treating me,
I'm not in the right position to say anything or tell you how i feel.
I should be contented already.
♥ ♥ ♥
Sunday, January 6, 2008
The thought of what's left of my holidays (1 week only!) is depressing me. HOW FAST IS THAT? BAH. I don't want it to end! I want to have nothing to do everyday, but still have an abundance of $ flowing in somehow! Hehe! :D
I guess i have to face up to reality; enjoy as much as i can NOW, and quit worrying about school! Ohhhhh, it's so much easier said than done!
I'm determined to dispel any childish and "you" thoughts, and embrace a whole new year with nothing, but the people whom i loved most and are important to me in my life. (:
The thought of what's left of my holidays (1 week only!) is depressing me. HOW FAST IS THAT? BAH. I don't want it to end! I want to have nothing to do everyday, but still have an abundance of $ flowing in somehow! Hehe! :D
I guess i have to face up to reality; enjoy as much as i can NOW, and quit worrying about school! Ohhhhh, it's so much easier said than done!
I'm determined to dispel any childish and "you" thoughts, and embrace a whole new year with nothing, but the people whom i loved most and are important to me in my life. (:
♥ ♥ ♥
Friday, January 4, 2008
The two incidents that happened concurrently have taught me so much, more than i could ever imagine. They made me reflect upon myself and how i've been treating the people around me. As if relationships are not complicated enough, this is even worse. I guess there are some things in life that matters a lot - and hence requires one to look into them immediately - while some just aren't that important.
I have decided. I am going to concentrate on people who are important to me. The rest can wait.
I've never felt this way before...
The two incidents that happened concurrently have taught me so much, more than i could ever imagine. They made me reflect upon myself and how i've been treating the people around me. As if relationships are not complicated enough, this is even worse. I guess there are some things in life that matters a lot - and hence requires one to look into them immediately - while some just aren't that important.
I have decided. I am going to concentrate on people who are important to me. The rest can wait.
I've never felt this way before...
♥ ♥ ♥
Thursday, January 3, 2008
I don't know what i'm fretting over, seriously. I'm kind of terrified now. Sighs. I'm such a worry-wart, worrying for nothing at all. I desperately need to boost my self-confidence - NOW and FAST! I CAN I CAN I CAN! I CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING I WANT TO ACHIEVE! I WILL DO WELL! :D
I don't know what i'm fretting over, seriously. I'm kind of terrified now. Sighs. I'm such a worry-wart, worrying for nothing at all. I desperately need to boost my self-confidence - NOW and FAST! I CAN I CAN I CAN! I CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING I WANT TO ACHIEVE! I WILL DO WELL! :D
♥ ♥ ♥
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
You're so, so random and indeed a tough nut to crack. I don't know what you're thinking sometimes, fancy calling me out of the blue; when you feel like it, or when you're bored? BAH. Perhaps i'm not used to it. Oh Iris, you should stop reading into it anymore! I should instead channel my energy into something more fruitful, like reading or going for a walk outdoors!
Gawd, i'm really TOO FREE to be blogging almost every other day. Well, at least I know i won't be this free for very long.
I apologise for repeating this, but I'm so not looking forward to another excruciating semester! Another 7 weeks of hard work + less sleep, or no sleep at all. Gahhhhhh.
No, what am i thinking! Silly me! School will be fun! Professors will be nice! Assignments will be a breeze! Oh yes, all of these will be true! *prays hard*
You're so, so random and indeed a tough nut to crack. I don't know what you're thinking sometimes, fancy calling me out of the blue; when you feel like it, or when you're bored? BAH. Perhaps i'm not used to it. Oh Iris, you should stop reading into it anymore! I should instead channel my energy into something more fruitful, like reading or going for a walk outdoors!
Gawd, i'm really TOO FREE to be blogging almost every other day. Well, at least I know i won't be this free for very long.
I apologise for repeating this, but I'm so not looking forward to another excruciating semester! Another 7 weeks of hard work + less sleep, or no sleep at all. Gahhhhhh.
No, what am i thinking! Silly me! School will be fun! Professors will be nice! Assignments will be a breeze! Oh yes, all of these will be true! *prays hard*
♥ ♥ ♥
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
I think it doesn't matter anymore, does it? Many a times, i've been contemplating about it and wishing that there'll be more to it. But i guess, there never will be, ever. And, for once, i'm glad and thankful that there never will be.
It's such a weird feeling. But I'm proud to say, I'm glad it's over! WHEEEEEEEE. :)
Ohs, and I finally understood the meaning of:
"Is it you i want? Or just the notion of a heart to wrap around, so i can find my way around?"
Selfish, oh yes, selfish line. And it's one of the most intriguing line that left me pondering over its meaning for a long, long time! It's also such a coincidence that i found this quote from the PostSecret book:
"Thinking about being with him is more exciting than actually being with him"
After reading it, i thought both phrases aim to tell a similar tale or inner struggles of an individual in love. How apt, and what a perfect timing.
Dates with you are never a bore. I enjoy our lovely afternoon spent. I wished it would never end though. Thanks for being you, and understanding me. =)
Oh, random thoughts and feelings again. My post is so disorganised. Owells, happy, healthy, joyful and peaceful 2008 everyone!
I think it doesn't matter anymore, does it? Many a times, i've been contemplating about it and wishing that there'll be more to it. But i guess, there never will be, ever. And, for once, i'm glad and thankful that there never will be.
It's such a weird feeling. But I'm proud to say, I'm glad it's over! WHEEEEEEEE. :)
Ohs, and I finally understood the meaning of:
"Is it you i want? Or just the notion of a heart to wrap around, so i can find my way around?"
Selfish, oh yes, selfish line. And it's one of the most intriguing line that left me pondering over its meaning for a long, long time! It's also such a coincidence that i found this quote from the PostSecret book:
"Thinking about being with him is more exciting than actually being with him"
After reading it, i thought both phrases aim to tell a similar tale or inner struggles of an individual in love. How apt, and what a perfect timing.
Dates with you are never a bore. I enjoy our lovely afternoon spent. I wished it would never end though. Thanks for being you, and understanding me. =)
Oh, random thoughts and feelings again. My post is so disorganised. Owells, happy, healthy, joyful and peaceful 2008 everyone!
♥ ♥ ♥
