Monday, August 27, 2007
I am NOT a quitter!
I am NOT a quitter!
I am NOT a quitter!
I am NOT a quitter!
I am NOT a quitter!
But why do I feel like quitting, even when it has only been 1 week? =/ I should be contented that I’ve landed myself in this job with a promising company. Sighs.
Lord, I fervently pray that you'll guide me through this trying period.
Tell me, what should I do?
My mind's in a state of confusion right now.
I know I’m not putting my 100% or 101% into this job.
Every morning, i walk half-heartedly into the office,
as if I’m being FORCED AT GUN-POINT to enter into the building.
Perhaps the only explanation for my resentment towards the job,
is that: This opportunity came at the wrong time.
This piece of good news may come as a surprise - almost too good to be true, when i first received it.
No doubt, I was glad. (:
However, deep down inside my heart,
I knew I didn't want it NOW.
I fear of my juggling capabilities - between school and work.
I fear it so badly, Lord,
So, so badly.
Tell me, what should i do now?
Stay? Quit? Stay? Quit? Stay? Quit?
Give me a sign,
I beseech you Lord...Thanks Justin for the Hello Kitty toy!
It really made my day! (:
♥ ♥ ♥
Friday, August 24, 2007
To You:
My deepest regret is not being pro-active enough,
to let
you know how i feel towards you.
Watching "other(s)" by your side,
pains my heart.
I maybe foolish for feeling this way,
however, i can't help it.
As
you are the one who's irreplacable,
unforgetable,
and truly,
there's no other like
you.
Indeed,
"People who laugh the loudest, cry the most in their hearts".
♥ ♥ ♥
Sunday, August 19, 2007
I've got a job at Jetquay, and i'm starting work tomorrow! That's incredibly fast! Owells, i hope that my colleagues are nice people! Anyhow, I feel somewhat apprehensive about my jobscope and most importantly, whether or not i can juggle studies and work at the same time. Afterall, i've never studied and worked at the same time before. Boooooo.
Initially, i wanted to reject the offer cos' i feared that i won't be able to catch up with my schoolwork. However, after endless discussions with Mom and thinking it thoroughly for 2 days, i've decided to go ahead! Afterall, this is a rare opportunity, and it doesn't come by easily, so i've got to grab hold of it firmly! hahaha. Wish me luck please! :)
The 1st week of holidays is spent in school for orientation committee meetings, crashing of lecs at NUS, meet-ups with friends and retail therapy! Ooooohs, and did i mention how much i love the banana honey prata at simpang, bedok? OMG, it's so yummmmmmyyyy, simply to-die-for! *droolssss
The 2nd week of holidays would be spent working, more committee meetings at school and of cos, more meet-ups with my lovelies!!! This time, we're heading for mouth-watering desserts at Liang Seah St! Can't wait, can't wait! Shall go off to iron clothes now, one chore i've been procrastinating to do since morning. hahaha. And the rain's making me feel like lazying in my bed all day long! Have a great week ahead ppl!
♥ ♥ ♥
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
"Your Guardian Angel" by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the oneI will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heavenIt's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the oneI will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heavenCuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stayUse me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning grayI will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven...This is my current fav from red jumpsuit apparatus! Love the 1st part, where the singer's voice is just so soothing, and it seems to blend exceptionally well with the guitar! :D
Currently on my 2 weeks holidays, after 10 weeks of schoolling. Next term will be more terok. I'll be having 14 weeks of school, before a well-deserved 5 weeks break. Can't wait for that to come! YAY. Anyways, many events are happening around me, from the many meet-ups with friends, crashing of lectures in NUS, packing of room (boo x inifinity), involvment in school activities, to just chilling with a good read over a hot cuppa tea/coffee in my humble abode. (Ahhhhhh, i absolutely love doing this!)
Having this 2 weeks of break is just what i need to sort out my thoughts, and reflect on the events that have happened or is happening around me right now. I will definitely treasure this break and make sure that I try to accomplish everything on my to-do list! Tata for now. Off to continue my read! :D
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart.....
♥ ♥ ♥