Saturday, June 23, 2007
Suddenly, reality hits me hard again.
He's going to leave us, soon.
I don't know when,
It could be days, weeks, months, or even years.
Owells, at least I know that this piece of bad news is going to help me to embrace for the unthinkable and unimaginable that is going to occur in the future.
I hope my grandma is strong.
And I'm going to do whatever I can to help her pull through this ordeal.
We all can pull through this together...
I know,
I just know...
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I absolutely love this story I came across on Natho’s blog. Hopefully I’m able to learn something from it, especially the last sentence..."Why are you still carrying her?" I should move on, I really should. Enjoy it anyways. (:
Letting Go
Two monks were traveling together in the rainy season. They came to a small creek, overflowing with heavy rains. There, they saw a lovely young girl in a silk kimono, unable to cross.
"Come on, girl, let me help you," said the first monk. Lifting her onto his shoulders, he carried her across.They walked on in silence till it was dark, and retreated to a lodging temple for the night. There, the second monk could no longer restrain himself and said, "We have precepts about not touching a woman. How could you so blatantly carry that girl on your shoulders?"The first monk replied, "I'd put her down long ago. Why are you still carrying her?"
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Saturday, June 9, 2007
Man...the hip-hop and pilates classes really worked me out. When the pilates instructor told us to lie on our mats during the last few minutes of the class, i could seriously fall asleep at that moment! hahaha.
Enjoyed the pilates, but not so much for the hip-hop...cos' i can't seem to follow the dance steps! It's too fast, and i probably need LOTS of practice. =/ Nonetheless, the hip-hop instructor's quite manly. hehe. :D Think i'll head back for ABT next. Wheeeeeee. Okies, have to start on my readings now. Bleh. 4 more weeks to go, i can do it, i can! :D
There are still many things i do wish to know,or i do not?I don't know.I should really stop making wild guesses,and stop speculating anymore.Sometimes the truth may be hard to digest, and it may not be what i'd always imagined it to be,as it could have been my own wishful thinking all these while...
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Sunday, June 3, 2007
Spent my last few days of freedom with SF...life's never a bore with her around! And aren't we fantastic shoppers or what? hahaha. It's amazing how fast we got acquainted with those shop owners within a short span of time, and receiving discounts just like that! *snaps fingers* hahahahaha. We were indeed very happy and satisfied girls yesterday! :D
Oh yea, one shop owner got so comfortable with us that he literally told us about his teenage fantasies. Like..o-k-a-y, I think we need not know about them. hahaha. And yes, we hit the bull eye's about him being a rich man's son! So SF, watcha waiting for? GRAB HIM NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW before he's taken!!!!! LOL.
On a depressing note, holiday's out and school's in for me! =( Boo. Imagine 10 weeks of school with no breaks in between. Gahhhhhhhh. How am i going to survive it? Owells, for all i know, i've got to
study real hard for the next 2 and a half months. Less tv, msn, phone calls, lunch and dinner outings.....but
NOT RETAIL THERAPY!!!! hehe. Okay, this means that i've got to get into the mugging mood real fast! Wish me luck! :D
It's nice to know that you still remember me,however it's not nice to learn that you don't bother to.......Sighs.
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