Thursday, March 8, 2007
She lies in bed,
unable to sleep,
instead reflecting on her life thus far.
"Am i happy?"
She lies in bed,
unable to sleep,
instead reflecting on her life thus far.
"Am i happy?"
She ponders.
Has life given her much hope, joy and surprises for her to look forward to each day?
Has she really lived her life to the fullest, with no regrets at all,
abiding her principles
and doing what she's most interested in?
Closing her eyes,
tears start to seep through her lids.
Trickling down her cheeks, she cannot help the tears that keep flowing.
No, she is not happy.
Behind that cheerful disposition,
lies a lonely and dispirited soul,
that prefers to be left alone most of the time.
Nobody she vows,
would ever feel or understand the pain that is stinging her heart right now.
Nobody, has ever been in her position,
or would ever be in her position.
She turns to her side,
letting out her emotions all at once.
She sobs painfully and uncontrollably,
almost forgetting that her younger siblings are sharing the same room with her.
She breathes in deeply,
trying not to choke on her tears.
Almost immediately, she starts to wipe off the tears from her face,
while chiding herself for crying like a huge baby.
However, it had made her feel better somehow,
albeit the red and swollen eyes from all the crying.
Hugging her old, pink teddy with huge sewn-on patches around its stomach,
she began to drift into dreamland,
hoping that tomorrow would be a better day...
By the way, when i'm bored at work, this is what i do! =D
Try on accessories! heh! =)))))))))
Love this particular tiara! Lovely isn't it?
Think it costs around $700! :O
Has life given her much hope, joy and surprises for her to look forward to each day?
Has she really lived her life to the fullest, with no regrets at all,
abiding her principles
and doing what she's most interested in?
Closing her eyes,
tears start to seep through her lids.
Trickling down her cheeks, she cannot help the tears that keep flowing.
No, she is not happy.
Behind that cheerful disposition,
lies a lonely and dispirited soul,
that prefers to be left alone most of the time.
Nobody she vows,
would ever feel or understand the pain that is stinging her heart right now.
Nobody, has ever been in her position,
or would ever be in her position.
She turns to her side,
letting out her emotions all at once.
She sobs painfully and uncontrollably,
almost forgetting that her younger siblings are sharing the same room with her.
She breathes in deeply,
trying not to choke on her tears.
Almost immediately, she starts to wipe off the tears from her face,
while chiding herself for crying like a huge baby.
However, it had made her feel better somehow,
albeit the red and swollen eyes from all the crying.
Hugging her old, pink teddy with huge sewn-on patches around its stomach,
she began to drift into dreamland,
hoping that tomorrow would be a better day...
By the way, when i'm bored at work, this is what i do! =D
Try on accessories! heh! =)))))))))
Love this particular tiara! Lovely isn't it?
Think it costs around $700! :O
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